smells delicioso

I am very delighted to announce My New Year Resolution list it is slowly starting to cross things off

aaaaand that's would be, cooking! Yes, I actually cooked today, I actually MADE something...from scratch! I most definetly am in awe! I find it horrible that I got so excited that I didn't believe that I could. What a fucking low self esteem! Which in this case I actually crossed two things off of my list 

cooking

trying

Anywayyys, on the other note, I made this bomb lava cake, I wish I took photos for actual proof 

One of my favorite moment was when it was done rather than when I tasted it! It's felt like a greater acomplishment than it actually was.

Since I want to cross thing off and pretend that this list of mine never existed I need to proceed with my next resolution/goal

Eating healthy 

As great as a lava cake sound I need to start eating better and just taking care of my body so I will start by tomorrow and I will keep you updated with my progress and my meals for the day

Tomorrow it's definitely a avocado toast with poached egg on top kinda day and working out (not too psyched about that) 

Three Years Later...

Don't you just want to kill your old self?
Well I do, after reading my posts on my blog which I started about 3 years ago
And all I can say I'm disappointed by myself and I was very boring, I kept repeating myself and getting these stories from all over the web and discussing Chris Brown. Oh boy
Firstly, I am in no position of inspiring anyone since I have my fair share of problems and insecurites but however, My way of motivation can be discussing my current problems and actually finding a solution. Well, here we go my current emotional state is ratther complicated because I can't decide if I am stressed or fucking stressed. My 2016 so far hasn't been very... let's say relaxed.
I have decided on creating this year's resolution, it may sound pretentious and boring but I think it's actually life changing even if you don't go even half way through even acomplishing your goals atleast you've tried and life evolves around that; trying. I am trying so hard that the things I've written down in my so called 2016 resolution, in no way be in my next one.